Confession

So I'm here to admit I'm a "chaser". Chasing after stuff I want. Yes you could also call this pursuing, but I like "chaser". This can yield great results at times. It gives me the confidence to ask for a discount on shoes that have a little imperfection. Which is NEVER a bad thing. But on the flip side it means I can get frustrated if I feel my efforts (aka: "chasing") aren't working out. I try NOT to be a chaser. I get tired of it. MOST of the time, my chasing doesn't work out. For example: pursuing a friendship. This is the most frustrating this IN THE WORLD! But do know that I'm not being pushy or smoothering mothering either. I have my space and know other people have theirs. But I think it gets to a point where I feel my efforts are being pushed away and I finally give up. Or another example is trying to get people to care. At times I feel I'm the only one that does! So that is currently where I'm at today. I'm giving up. I'm done chasing. Back to my shoes--it always works out better with the shoes.

Alicia

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